我真的不能忘记他？？

我是恨他~还是爱他~我真的不知道~到现在~看到他的照片~让我想起了和他快乐的日子~我现在的男朋友已近告诉了亲戚们~明年结婚了~我还犹豫什么？？？


2年了~真的无法忘记~为什么他要这样对我~一辈子不是好好的吗？？？为什么要我那么痛苦~现在被打的是我~你不知道~现在这怪自己跟了他~你也不在乎~为什么有这样的折磨？？？

新年溜溜~~~

今年2011年~年30晚~是我最不开心的团圆饭~当我老公载我回来时~我的心里，十分的兴奋，告诉自己~终于可以回家吃饭咯~~~可以看到我那两只可爱的狗~也可以看到我妈妈~可是，万万没想到~原来他们真的很不欢迎我回来~我搬出去住了那么久~就是为了逃避所有在家里的压力~好不容易回来~想团圆~都那么的难？？
   原来~我在她的心目中永远比不上其他的小孩子~我阿姨带他的男朋友和他男朋友的女儿回来吃饭~这好像讽刺我！！人家以为她才是她的亲生~我比不上别人~我没有读书那么厉害~我也在努力的出人头地啊~
  年30晚~吃饭时~不近的忍住眼泪~把饭快快的啃下去~她知道那种痛苦吗？？把所有的碗碟洗了匆上房间~锁着自己~打了电话~向朋友诉苦~结果~我朋友担心我~立刻下来找我喝茶~安慰我




   我设想~阿姨的一句“你不回来好过回来”~真的让我心不想在回来了

a piece of white paper

A piece of white paper is the ending for me and him,he really dont want to remember what happen that night,my birthday,the dream is started in my birthday,just a moment i saw his profile in facebook,he really follow the girl that i hate,i really hate,he really dont understand my feeling~at the last my dream is over,is just a piece of white paper is the ending,the love is finish,

forgethe pass of u~i cant

the pass of u i cant forget~y??i should forget u ,but i cant~when u betraye me the first time~i knew that i cannot follow u~the excuse u give me~i cant accept~when i saw u~i tell my self ~is u,i cannot give u hurt me anymore~when u betraye me u should think my feeling~if u love her~pls dont hurt me~when i close my eyes~i saw u~i tell my self~pls,pls dont think~i hate u so much~i hate u~u tell me u love me~a litte present make me much happy~i think i am stupid~


now~no 1 can hurt me anymore~include u~im not stupid~is mature~